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Dear Diary, Sharing an umbrella on rainy days, puddle-jumping, lounging on the couch with my head in his lap, homemade dinners, road trips into the unknown. Lame jokes and quirky comebacks, tangled fingers under the covers, stolen kisses, featherlight touches and a breath-taking smile. Breakfast in bed, lazy sunday brunches, singing in the showers, silent tears at happy endings, strong arms, a crushing hug and two hearts beating in sync. Sincerity, compassion and humor. A romancer, a cook and a writer. A giver and a taker but as long as you're a man's man, i'm a happy bugger. Is that too much of perfection to ask for? K.C.
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apparently the last time i updated was 11 weeks ago.. maybe i should start putting my thoughts in here. it might help organizing my messed up head. xoxo
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 gotta love the series. havent read it though... irony.
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today was awesome. great contrast to days where you feel like killing yourself.
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( Pix in here... )
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is it true that people can only accept other people until they know them for who they truly are? maybe that's the reason why everyone must have their secrets, no matter how little or huge. then again, secrets are often the beginnings of lies because when you try to protect your secret, you lie. so are people relationships all built upon lies? they say love is about trust. then the lie comes into play. then trust is broken. love's out the window friendship is also built upon trust. then you lie a little then you lie somemore, you lose trust friendship's out the window too. now you know why they say, the truth hurts. because many human relationships are in actual fact, built on trust but lies are inevitable in relationships then the lie gets in the way. you focus on the feeling of getting cheated, you think everything only went right because of that falseness. you give up and it's all over. everthing that has been built has been brought down. so actually there are 2 kinds of relationships. the ones that were built on trust, but have been covered with lies and haven't been found out, and those that were built on trust and has not been tainted with lies YET. now don't say you don't lie. i mean. who hasn't?
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you know Macdonald and their "Happy Meals"? ya. they're actually heavenly treasure in disguise of.... kiddy litter. they have this, grilled chicken bun thing for $4.60 and it comes with a super yogurt, apple juice and A FREAKING TOY! i mean seriously, the foldover is so hard to eat properly it actually takes skill to do so, i'm not kidding
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do you get to pick what's carved on your final resting place?
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thursdays as a whole are usually the better days of my life. usually spent in solitary, lying around the room just being lazy. downloading stuff off the internet. watching anime/japanese cartoons. i'm going to apply leave from work on every thursday so i can keep to that routine. just me, myself and my computer. and i'll occasionally let in that friend or two whom i feel should go out with. right. so that's settled. i've got a dental appointment on the thirty-eeth of May. haven't been to a dentist for.... let's just say a preeeeeety long time. not really excited about it, but if it fixes that chip in my front tooth, i'll give it a go. if it gives me complimentary Da Vinci veneers? i say WHAT THE HECK! carry the appointment date forward! oh ya. school orientation begins in four weeks. how should i get myself prepared? hmm. i figured that i should quit my job one week before, so i sprawl around my house and relax for a week before orientation. oh ya. just because i know you've forgotten, the school i'm enrolled in? ya. it's SHATEC. i've no idea what it stands for. i'm human, i too can forget. so. yesterday, a.k.a. wednesday, i was a wreck. until... approximately 4.23pm when i spoke on the phone, and left the house for what appeared to be f.u.n. (fantastically undeniable nonsense) amongst which, i caught a movie (what happens in vegas), and.... sat behind the person i was watching the movie with. first time i ever did that and i know why too. because... you feel like you're watching the movie alone? just that there happened to be someone you know in the theatre too. so, i'm kinda like an avid movie-goer. and... the only difference between watching the movie alone and with a friend (or a few) is.... the socializing part. where you share popcorn and laugh during the movie (if it's a comedy) and discuss the movie after watching it. unlike watching it alone, where you laugh with people you know nuts about, and talk to yourself about how nice or shitty the movie was. so... sitting behind your friend while watching a movie together in a theatre? it's kinda has the same feel to it, only it's missing half the experience, the while-watching-the-movie part. the after-the-movie part is still there, well, unless he leaves the theatre without you. and.. it's still thursday. yup. didn't expect my average happy day to passby too soon. now all that's missing is the happy reunion part where you get hold of that person you haven't been able to reach, and talk about all the shit that happened between the two of you/us and make up & become happy again. ok maybe i'll leave that to friday.. when the speaking-your-mind usually kicks in..
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sometimes. just sometimes. the songs i listen to, actually sings what i'm feeling out . that's just sick. or maybe it's a hidden sign. woah. i've only got 4 minutes to save the world! "And it's okay I finally ran out of words.
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i work like a cow. i should stop feeling and start thinking. people take me for granted sometimes... what the hell. i'm always settling for too little but i feel so satisfied.
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Ouch!
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 "A second chance at a new beginnning"  "Why does he deserve it?"  "What will they do now that it's all over?"  "A magazine for famous people"  "PLUS, 64 Pages Of Other Stunners"  "Reception ideas in your favorite colors!"  "Read this before you say "I Do" "  "Are their stories too good to be true?" The latest magazines to hit the racks in the U.S.! Ain't that wow?
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gee. my entire post got "refreshed" away.
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"This is for my peoples Who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby Your man or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye No, no, no... Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins This is for my peoples Who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky Cause we will never say Bye" "All them awful things Separation brings You never let me know it You never let it show Because you loved me and obviously There's so much more left to say If you were with me today Face to face I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on I wish I could talk to you for a while Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by And it's true that you've Reached a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And be right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say Bye bye" "You never got a chance to see How good I've done And you never got to See me back at number one I wish that you were here To celebrate together I wish that we could Spend the holidays together"
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Emotions come and go Who knows how the wind will blow There's so little in this world to trust in Seduce ourselves with lies Some don't realize They call it love but it is really only lusting And you whisper in my ear But are your words sincere Cause pretty words can cut just like a knife You see I'm nobody's fool I play by my own rules So please think twice before you step into my life So I see you and me We're getting close to the danger zone Show me how tell me now Should I stay or should i go Cause I'm caught between yes and no 'Cause when you kiss me I feel everything that I been missing I try to slow down but my heart won't listen And it's tearin me all up inside And when you touch me I feel a rush but I'm afraid that it might crush me Should I put my trust in somethin' I don't trust in I try to run but there's no place to hide 'Cause they say kisses don't lie "Kisses don't, no they don't, never don't lie You can run if you want but you can't hide Telling you it's the truth dont you ask why Kisses don't, no they don't, never don't lie"
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August Rush is like. DA BOMB!
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hopeful
excited
exanimate
good
drunk
curious
discoveretic
argh
thoughtful
silly
sympathetic
exhausted
giggly
very productive
depressed
confused